So...I really hate how people will say one thing to you and then turn around and say something totally different to someone else, making you look stupid. People just need to grow up and act their age not their shoe size!
I will admit I made a big mistake...I believed a stupid guy cause I kinda sort of thought I liked him, I told people, who I thought were my friends, about it and they went and told people, and it got around and now I look like a whore, But the biggest mistake was lying to my family about it! And they are smart and they know something was fishy about it and now they don't treat me the same. My uncle won't look or talk to me, and that KILLS me! I love my uncle more than anybody in the world and my aunt is right behind him and it kills me that I was stupid enough to lie to them and now I don't know how to tell them the truth..but me and that person have nothing to do with each other and never will. I have a big future planned ahead of me and I'm not gonna do anything to ruin it from now on!
And I just pray to God that my family will forgive me and that we can get back to the way we were before all this happened...and I pray that God will forgive me and that eventually we can all look past all this and be a loving family again!
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