I had a dream last night that has changed the way I think. I'm usually thinking about guys and wishing I could find a good one, but the truth is, I don't need a guy in my life right now. Guys have caused problems for me and I need to get beack to the way I was. So from today on (well atleast til im done with school) I am gonna make sure I don't put any guy ahead of school or family or friends. I want to be a Pediatric Nurse and graduate early and I can't do that if I keep getting caught up with guys. I'm not saying im not gonna have a boyfriend, im just saying im gonna keep my priorities straight, and definetly not get caught up with any guy that is against the law. I dont even know what I was thinking. All I can say is im young and of course im gonna make some stupid decisions, but everybody does so.....
So I cleaned my room and bathroom last night and I feel so much better..I feel so clean and organized! That might sound weird but im weird so it doesnt matter! I also cleaned cause my brother is gonna be moving back in and to tell the truth..I'm kinda happy hes moving back. I miss my brother. He was kinda my support system when I had problems with my family cause he had already been through it, and I miss him. Yes! I admit it, I MISS MY BROTHER!
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